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Good bye

Mon Sep 19, 2005, 8:20 AM
Life doesn't seem like it's going my way.

I'm not doing so well in college. I thought I had the hang of it, but all the homework and studying have become so overwhelming. With all the work I have to do, I feel as though I'm being slowly suffocated to death.

My mother has forbidden me to call people on my phone, because I've been using too many of the family minutes. I feel isolated and alone, and without the support of my friends back home, I feel hopeless and powerless to do anything.

There is one other thing, but it is too personal to share here. I feel like a failure, and I do not have a worth in this world.

If I could, I want to start my life over, and correct everything that I've done wrong. I've made so many mistakes; so many mistakes that made me the person I am now--worthless trash.

I'm probably not going to be posting here anymore. This place has too many memories that are too painful for me to remember--memories that remind me of how much of a failure I am.

Good bye, and I hope everyone else has a great life.

Edit: I'll keep posting here for a few more days, so that I can reply to all the people that comments on this journal entry.
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  • Current Residence: Across the street from David
  • Favourite movie: Finding Nemo!
  • Shell of choice: I like sea shells
  • Skin of choice: Skin? WTF?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Megatron (autobots suck)
  • Personal Quote: "If you can't beat them, kill them."
  • Tools of the Trade: Sharp metal objects

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~Ringquesse Sep 18, 2005, 8:27:37 PM
Thank you for the watch!
I love your flow of lines...
Maybe you would like to visit my friend 'cause she's a genius at animals such as dragons, horses, dogs, mythical creatures etc.

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Let\'s all reject reality and substitute our own.
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~akane9 Aug 29, 2005, 5:40:12 PM
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こんにゃにゃちは～！！！<3
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~sox4d Aug 24, 2005, 11:11:09 PM
yuki you need more picture dumbface!!

THIS DA NEEDS MORE COWBELL!

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im a coo guy
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~5m0k3r5-R-fr0m-H311 Aug 30, 2005, 12:50:34 PM
Class started, so I doubt there's gonna be anymore deviations for a while.
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~akane9 Aug 23, 2005, 6:19:56 PM
:blowkiss:

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こんにゃにゃちは～！！！<3
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~sox4d Aug 11, 2005, 12:15:00 AM
you asshole, you didn't invite me to your birt-day party!!!!!!!!!!

:spank:

i express my anger through small gif files!

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im a coo guy
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~5m0k3r5-R-fr0m-H311 Aug 11, 2005, 6:48:38 PM
I didn't have a b-day party.
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~reflectingabyss Aug 6, 2005, 12:10:06 AM
Thanks for the watch :D Although Ive been rather lazy....
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